Lonnie had her going-away show with her band tonight. She's so incredible onstage... When she was singing, I could practically forget... everything... That we only had 48 hours left... That I don't know what comes next... That I can't live without her. Then, she dedicated the last song.. to me. And I couldn't take it. I was out on the curb in the alley, sobbing till my ribs hurt. I would follow her anywhere, Katie. But I can't, where she's going. After a long time she found me. She said she was sorry. She said, " I wish things could be different. I just wanted to make you happy." I said, " I don't think you can anymore."