Lonnie came over today. But everything was... different. She was sitting at my desk chair. And she wouldn't look at me. Finally I asked her what was going on. She said she felt like she'd done something wrong that night in the city, like I must think... But I said no, there was nothing wrong. I just wanted to say... But I couldn't find the words. I felt like I was going to cry, but I wasn't sad. She got up and sat next to me on the bed. I looked at her. "Lonnie... do you... think... you could ever..." ... And that's when she kissed me.